Ivan Rudolph
6 min readNov 28, 2021

“Suicide Cannot Solve Problems!” — Angie Fenimore

Please seek help if you have suicidal thoughts, or just need to talk to someone.


Angie suicided and her spirit left her body. A series of deep personal changes followed.

INSIGHT (You may find this article distressing if you have lost someone to suicide)

Angie Fenimore is a prominent suicide and you can read her full account in her excellent book “Beyond the Darkness”. Knowing what the afterlife can be like for suicides, she works hard to discourage anyone from thinking it is a way to escape problems on Earth.

Angie’s suicide and NDE took her into a land of isolation and nothing — no love, no privacy, no friends, no light, no happiness…. nothing good.

But that was not the end of her story!!

Angie kindly says about my book “Living Beyond” that:

“I believe every physician, mental health professional, chaplain and clergy member should keep a copy on hand. As a proponent of suicide prevention, I find that Ivan provides thoughtful and delicate support for those who have lost loved ones to suicide, as well as powerful encouragement to those who are considering suicide to reach out for assistance instead.”

Thank you, Angie! Like you, I hope the accounts of suicides who have returned from the afterlife will help to rescue many more readers who will see that suicide solves nothing, and is absolutely no escape.

I will now quote in part just some of Angie’s extensive experiences. She kindly gave me an interview that helped me to prepare this fresh account. If you want a much deeper sense of her suicide and what happened afterwards, read her excellent book or see her on YouTube.

Angie and I agree absolutely that:

If you are considering suicide, please don’t!

Suicide will not solve your problems — it will add to them another layer!

Quotes from “Living Beyond” follow:

Angie’s Background

Her mother left home when Angie was just 9 years old. She had to care for the family — cook…

Ivan Rudolph

Australian author of 13 books , see My new book “Your Origin and Destiny” is original and ground-breaking. It answers who you REALLY are!!